I would love to inform you that I am the paragon of exercise, that I balance cardio, strength, and flexibility workouts, that I plan my schedule so that exercise completes my day before it has even begun. I would be overjoyed to talk about how I spring from bed early in the morning, waiting to speed out the door on my morning run or daily bike ride or yoga experience.
I would also be lying.
Perhaps I offer something of an understatement when I tell you that I’m not a morning person. Though I bridle at the harshness, some family members have even described my morning persona as the love child between Frankenstein’s monster and the Wolfman.
So a.m. exercise usually involves an internal struggle, one mirrored by my death-grip on my pillow. I do not want to give up the symbol of all that is lovely and peaceful and snoozy. Who wants to drag himself from the cocoon of warm blankets, only to step outside into the cold air, move protesting muscles through the semidarkness, then get sweaty, all in time to rush through the door, run through the shower, sprint back to the car with breakfast in hand?
Or so I say to myself in the early mornings when I consider my allotted exercise time.
When I do force myself out of bed (winning or losing the argument, depending on your side), I clump down stairs, find the appropriate shoes, and try to find a hat to cover my bed-hair. The cold taunts me as I step outside. “Mr. Grumpy,” it says,
You should have stayed in bed.
Did I mention that Cold has a voice like a deranged Bugs Bunny?
But I’m awake now, so I start moving slowly, thinking only of the darkness, the soft pillow behind me, the silence.
Partway through the run or bike ride or yoga, the endorphins tumble through my blood stream, and the grumpiness melts away (or, dissipates slightly, given my rather taciturn personality). The muscles, warm now, move me along smoothly, and my brain wakes. Ideas percolate. I think about a possible concept for this blog. I draw a cartoon in my head. I understand how I’m going to use a book in my classroom. I remind myself, once again, that I love running and biking and yoga, exercise in general. They provide a reminder of my moment’s experience, freedom for my imagination, awareness of the present.
When I finish the work out, I slow to a stop. The warmth surrounds me, even in the chill air. I smile, in spite of myself.
Good morning.
Robin Follet lives, writes, and cartoons in North Carolina.